bellatherese

my heart beats like a train.. out of control crashing,sliding down a twisting hole. i cant seem to handle this downward despair.. shattered like glass...beyond all repair. you touch my hand, to slow me down.. help me,help me..oh why do you frown? cant you see wat is happening to me.. pulling and pushing,to free the heart of our tree. nobody tells you how to survive..ur on ur own now.. feel free to drive. will you wait for me please, thats all i ask im not that much of a burden,just a crumpled mask. i long to be near you, day and night.. trembling like the breeze..golden stars are so bright. looking up at the emerald sky..i see m

If like me you feel a little frail come take my hand..we are free to sail. off to a land that nobody knows... until our strength stands up and flows. take time for yourself and capture your'e smile, take a pat on your back when you've walked that first mile. dont let others put you down...just stare in their face.. its them wearing the frown, life's not a race, we should all slow down. so, if like me you want to run..stand up straight and wait for the gun. take time every day to listen to your soul... learn to love yourself, and make that your goal. look high and low, and you will find... just like me ...its all in the mind.

from deep in the well's of my eyes of fire a new flame ignites a glowing desire... teasing me, inviting me,soul destroying deeper i fall into this bottomless pyre. clawing my way out..one step at a time.. only to find my hand's are made of wire. what did i find at the bottom of the well? i was never at the top....just two steps from hell.

a bird does not sing because it has an answer, it sings with a new song, my heart sings for the love of that bird that is free to fly,never restrained. it flies to a stream to drink from the beautiful flower, and sing for its nectar and perfume. it is pure and happy in its own nirvana, the perfume goes against the wind flying with the bird...to the end of the world.

when you find your soulmate nothing can equal the feeling,so on we go, find me,love me before i escape. what would our lives become,existing on past loves. wait, was that my chance, i saw it dancing in my eyes. did you pass by,loving me in the wrong direction, or was it my own reflection, laughing at me,telling me not to cry. hindsight and reflection,two of a kind only to meet,in my lonely mind.

i wrote you a symphony so our hearts can dance together. they etwine,facing each other in anticipation of the 1st chord,they believe in magic, they slowly embrace,dacing to the pulsating beat, so tenderly how they piruette. spreading tiny wings they fly away and melt into one. the orchestra fades,and there on the drum stands my lonely heart.

a lady on the beach waiting... soft waves lapping so tender they warm her feet, freely they follow her as she walks to her destiny. bright stars light up her tears as he waits on a rock. whispering the words she longs to hear oh so softly she has no fear. he holds her hand,like strands of sand, trickling and losing he tightens the band. caressing all night,dreaming all day of whatever the meaning...come what may.

i must keep myself,all that is real   i exist to others,its no big deal. ignorance is bliss put right with a kiss.   i am wat i am,im never right i dont want to own you, lord knows i'd fight.   a kind of attraction is all in my head i hear the footsteps,how gentle you tread.   just before daybreak the sky so blue your there for me...im here for you.

curled, and hidden, I watch the words disappear on your pages.

I saw the tears they were all over the floor, And I wondered at the eyes they once wore. Seems a shame that the light has turned dark, From a brightly lit beacon to no more than a spark. Some person it seems had dowsed all the flames, Treating her like a toy whilst playing their games. I saw the blood, it was all over the floor. And I wondered at the body it once wore. Seems a shame that it ended like this, She only asked for one dream or one wish. Some people it seems had taken them all, All she was left with was her back to the wall.

There is a girl in the distance who is fragmented I see, In different directions she is running from me. I stand in my corner just looking around, Many faces are a quandary as I am holding my ground. Will reality dictate that I live on this cloud, Not wanting to believe, am I really that proud? Go now my friend if you really believe, Leave me behind with my heart on my sleeve. I hate this reality as it stares in my face, Reason and logic; invading my space. If I wake from my dream will something die deep inside? Will the love that I yearn just be the ebb of a tide? Where is my angel when it is me that’s in need? Will I look

We walk along the water hand in hand both a little bit nervous hoping our hands won't betray us by sweating too much Sitting on a bench overlooking the dark water the sun has long gone but it still shines in our hearts Your hand touches my cheek softly brushing my hair back as you move in closer our hearts beating fast Soft and careful your lips touch mine trembling slightly my fingers find your hair Been kissed before but never as deep never as loving never as perfect I shed a tear out of pure realisation this is the feeling I've been waiting for all my life

Who is this girl who hides in my dreams? Pictures in my mind, is she not what she seems? Which one of these girls who are running around? Is she one who I love or the one that I found? All of these mountains that are living in me, Are they really the life that is waiting for me? What of the streams that are flowing from clouds. cleansing these visions of chaos and crowds. Always the night times as I wait for the dawn, For a glimpse of the love, that I long to be born. Whispers in trees that are talking to me, Pleading for passion, and a need to be free. Dancing by moonlight in this wide open space, Your head on my shoulder, the c

You told me there would be regrets that I was untrue to myself and to others but who's laughing now? You assured me you were the one and only that could make me happy my only future but who's laughing now? You threatened me told me to change myself or you couldn't love me threatened me with leaving but who's laughing now? You begged me to come back to you that my new love was false just someone to escape loneliness but who's laughing now? I'm glad you did what you did I'm glad you set me free because who knows how much more pain I would have endured just to keep you happy? I hope someone saves you too someday shows